photobooth.

Have you ever felt like leaving someone but you're too scared to let go.
You don't want him, as in want him want him but you still want him to want you. Selfish I know.

Tell me what am I supposed to do.

complicated.

O Allah, I want out. Please show me the way. ):

save me.

It's that feeling again. Of when I feel like someone's trying to get closer to me. And all I wanna do is just run away. Honestly am I that retard. What on earth is wrong with me. I'm scared. Really. A hug might be just what I needed for now.

things I'll never say.

I don't know what we are. I don't know what I am to you. I don't know what I'm supposed to feel. I don't know. I just don't know.

And I wonder if you treat them all other girls the same.

Pah, to hell with it I'm too darn lazy to think. And I got my spanking new iPhone 4s today. Finally. At a Maxis Center. After thousands and thousands of other places ran out of stock. Yes exaggerating is fun.

Muito obrigado. Ciao.

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high and dry.

First post from my new house. We haven't move in completely yet but almost there. Still in cleaning up stage. So far, I love it. Except for the one monkey I saw on one of my neighbors' rooftop. For a moment there I thought oh crap now I need to be careful when opening up my window. But. I love love love the bench by the window parents made for me. Perhaps I'll upload a photo later. When everything's ready. Curtains and all. Xoxo.

T91.

How do one identifies a guy as single. If he's wearing a necklace with a ring as its pendant, no I wouldn't think he is. If he's texting or tweeting random girls asking them out, he might be. But that'd be a turn off. Urgh I really have no idea what I'm trying to pull here. Past relationships seem to have taken control over me. I feel insecured. All.the.time. Gah I shouldn't be bothered. July will be coming and this will all be gone. Phew. I'd rather stay in my room thinking of ways and studying videos on YouTube on how can I increase my Score/minute on. Battlefield 3. DarkSymmetry And rivaLxFactor are among the two channels that I fancy. They're good. See you bitches in the Battlefield alright!

ghostbird.

There are days when I just feel so alone I cry.

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use somebody.

I can't remember whether I've told you about my new addiction. Guitaring session with Rocksmith on Playstation. Bought an Epiphone Les Paul Junior somewhere in February to go with it. Let's skip the boring details. Thing is, I'm taking baby steps as I never really learn to play guitar before. It's way harder than playing Guitar Hero mind you. And around last week, or the week before, I managed to advance to the next song and started guitaring on Use Somebody by the Kings of Leon. Started playing few chords. *was playing on single notes on lower levels*. And I still haven't manage to qualify myself to the next stage up till now. Frustrating indeed. It demands a score of 21,900 and the highest I've ever achieved is 21k. Again, very much frustrating I should shoot myself in the head bang. But I barely play lately due to own well being. And tomorrow, new games should arrived which means more excuses on not being on Rocksmith. Ngeh.

can't let you go.

I can't find the picture. That one particular picture. And it made me wanna cry. I couldn't have deleted it. Oh God.

bent.

Just hold me now, would you. Never felt so heart-broken before. Missing you, it hurts.

the tiny book.

To waste moolah is my part time job. This is an example. Yes, this book in the picture. But it's going to be one of my favorites. Such a beautiful book with cute doodles. Watch me.

And you know one thing that I regret not having. That dench pair of Adidas knee high boots at KLCC. Should've just stashed it. Now I couldn't help a sorry smile. ):